A Day In The Life Of Anne:)
This is my diary:) Dedicated to Jeremy Crews... Cauz most of it is about him anyway lol:) I LOVE YOU BABY!
Friday, August 6, 2010
Black Hair:)
Black hair:) Sexy look lol:) I guess my goth look. lol:) Preppy goth lol:) I am soo cool ( I am sooo full of it)
Baby Anne:)
Anne-Marie Crews ( Some day)
Remeber how i told you I was a blonde? Well I dye my hair alot. Lately it has been black. I am a total Drama queen and i love getting my way. I am also a softy. I can get really loving and I love to give hugs.
I hate when ppl talk trash about me. I like to party and i like to show the real me. If I could I wouldnt be shy, but I have to fallow my heart and realize if I wasnt shy I would be in alot of trouble lol:)
I have a few friends, and I have a loving family... Most of the time. When we are not fighting. I like being by myself. Chilling with friends. I mainly love being loved. I like to cuddle.
I hate when ppl talk trash about me. I like to party and i like to show the real me. If I could I wouldnt be shy, but I have to fallow my heart and realize if I wasnt shy I would be in alot of trouble lol:)
I have a few friends, and I have a loving family... Most of the time. When we are not fighting. I like being by myself. Chilling with friends. I mainly love being loved. I like to cuddle.
Jeremy & Anne Forever:)
This is me and my baby:) Jeremy Crews lol. We have been together for 6 months and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He makes all my dreams come true:) He likes tell a tubbies lol:) I like Barnie:) He likes hot dogs I am a pussy cat. Inside joke by the way:P
He has made, my mom getting married easier. I can tell him anything, and he is there for me. Our relationship is strong. We fight some times, but who doesnt? He makes me laugh and he gets along great with my family. I LOVE HIM!
He has made, my mom getting married easier. I can tell him anything, and he is there for me. Our relationship is strong. We fight some times, but who doesnt? He makes me laugh and he gets along great with my family. I LOVE HIM!
Kindell Elaine Cleveland BFFL:)
This is my best friend and me. Kindell Elaine Cleveland is the best friend anyone could ask for. We have so much in common. We like to joke around. Be fun:)
We practicly do everything together. She is my little advise keeper lol. She gives good advise most the time. honest, Smart. She is pretty too. Short lol:) I am a giant compared to her.
She is the "Every boy wants her" Type. All my exes have dated her. It sucks cauz... I thought there was a rule where your best friend cant date your exes.
I trust her, just not with guys. She ever takes Jeremy away from me. I am sorry but I will have to kill her lol:) Any way she is dating Jeremys use to be best friend. got in a huge fight.
We practicly do everything together. She is my little advise keeper lol. She gives good advise most the time. honest, Smart. She is pretty too. Short lol:) I am a giant compared to her.
She is the "Every boy wants her" Type. All my exes have dated her. It sucks cauz... I thought there was a rule where your best friend cant date your exes.
I trust her, just not with guys. She ever takes Jeremy away from me. I am sorry but I will have to kill her lol:) Any way she is dating Jeremys use to be best friend. got in a huge fight.
Bryan Joel Gray:)
this is a picture of my brother lol. We look nothing alike. Infact he is dark. I am blonde. Creamy skined. Freckles. Hazel, mostly green eyes. Bryan has brown hair, brown eyes. dark mocha skin. tall. Big feet lol. We are majorly oposites.
He is good in math. I am good in reading. He is funny, I am more... Shy and strict lol. I like to laugh. He is ferm. I mean we really dont even seem to be twins.
I love him tho. I mean we dont even act related. He is more mature at some times. I love to embarress him. Depantsing him at family dinners, telling his friends he wasnt potty trained till he was 9. I mean I love to embarress him. But I lov him.
He is the best brother I could ask for
He is good in math. I am good in reading. He is funny, I am more... Shy and strict lol. I like to laugh. He is ferm. I mean we really dont even seem to be twins.
I love him tho. I mean we dont even act related. He is more mature at some times. I love to embarress him. Depantsing him at family dinners, telling his friends he wasnt potty trained till he was 9. I mean I love to embarress him. But I lov him.
He is the best brother I could ask for
Bryan, Jeff, and messed up life
Today my brother got up and gave me a hug. He left. I sat there and watched him walk out. It sucks being me. I hate when ppl walk out. Happens so many times. I guess it really doesnt hurt that much anymore. I am so use to it. I mean for along time I would lay in bed and cry. the pain was sooo... horrable. It hurt. But now when I cry, it doesnt hurt that bad.
Everyone asks my why I hate my dad. I never give an honest answer. I dont hate him for what he did. I forgave him for that. I hate him becuaz after that, everything changed. I was no longer a daddys little girl. Every girl wants to be daddys little girl. Then every summer when I went up there. things where never planned out. He was always so busy. I was always stuck cleaning his house. running arans. I mean why was i even going there. Then he had 2 wonderful kids. Jack and Gracie. That was the only reason I went there. Jeff started pushing church on me. Saying God would save everything.
He is the reason I dont like church. I refuse to go. When ppl talk about it. I get soo mad. I hate it. I wanted a family that would last. That was wat adoption was about. Instead I came from a druggy family, straight to a perverted, divorced, and remarried family. My life is messed up. The only good thing is meeting Jeremy.
I guess that is how my life was supose to be tho. Messed up. Confused. Alot of heart break. Its no fun. Mom says I try to hide stuff. Maybe I hide my real feelings, cauz I am afraid of letting everyone know the real me. Maybe nobody wouldl ike the real me. I am shy, but the only reason I am shy is becauz I want to find out wat everyone else is like. Also cauz I grew up hiding everything. Trying to make ppl love me. giving them everything they want, hoping that they will love me for me but knowing that is never gonna happen.
Everyone tries to figure me out. I am not something you can just figure out. I am a big puzzle with thousands of peices. It takes time to break me. I try to be strong. I break down, but I try not to let anyone see how weak I really am. If I did that. I would be gone.
Everyone asks my why I hate my dad. I never give an honest answer. I dont hate him for what he did. I forgave him for that. I hate him becuaz after that, everything changed. I was no longer a daddys little girl. Every girl wants to be daddys little girl. Then every summer when I went up there. things where never planned out. He was always so busy. I was always stuck cleaning his house. running arans. I mean why was i even going there. Then he had 2 wonderful kids. Jack and Gracie. That was the only reason I went there. Jeff started pushing church on me. Saying God would save everything.
He is the reason I dont like church. I refuse to go. When ppl talk about it. I get soo mad. I hate it. I wanted a family that would last. That was wat adoption was about. Instead I came from a druggy family, straight to a perverted, divorced, and remarried family. My life is messed up. The only good thing is meeting Jeremy.
I guess that is how my life was supose to be tho. Messed up. Confused. Alot of heart break. Its no fun. Mom says I try to hide stuff. Maybe I hide my real feelings, cauz I am afraid of letting everyone know the real me. Maybe nobody wouldl ike the real me. I am shy, but the only reason I am shy is becauz I want to find out wat everyone else is like. Also cauz I grew up hiding everything. Trying to make ppl love me. giving them everything they want, hoping that they will love me for me but knowing that is never gonna happen.
Everyone tries to figure me out. I am not something you can just figure out. I am a big puzzle with thousands of peices. It takes time to break me. I try to be strong. I break down, but I try not to let anyone see how weak I really am. If I did that. I would be gone.
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