Black Hair:)

Black hair:) Sexy look lol:) I guess my goth look. lol:) Preppy goth lol:) I am soo cool ( I am sooo full of it)

Baby Anne:)

This is my baby picture. I was born in September 5th of 1994. I dont know my parents cauz Iwas adopted. My brothers baby pictures look the same exept he is wearing blue and black hair.

I use to be called Skinny Minny lol. I was sooo tiny! But now... different story.

Anne-Marie Crews ( Some day)

Remeber how i told you I was a blonde? Well I dye my hair alot. Lately it has been black. I am a total Drama queen and i love getting my way. I am also a softy. I can get really loving and I love to give hugs.

I hate when ppl talk trash about me. I like to party and i like to show the real me. If I could I wouldnt be shy, but I have to fallow my heart and realize if I wasnt shy I would be in alot of trouble lol:)

I have a few friends, and I have a loving family... Most of the time. When we are not fighting. I like being by myself. Chilling with friends. I mainly love being loved. I like to cuddle.

Jeremy & Anne Forever:)

This is me and my baby:) Jeremy Crews lol. We have been together for 6 months and he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He makes all my dreams come true:) He likes tell a tubbies lol:) I like Barnie:) He likes hot dogs I am a pussy cat. Inside joke by the way:P

He has made, my mom getting married easier. I can tell him anything, and he is there for me. Our relationship is strong. We fight some times, but who doesnt? He makes me laugh and he gets along great with my family. I LOVE HIM!

Kindell Elaine Cleveland BFFL:)

This is my best friend and me. Kindell Elaine Cleveland is the best friend anyone could ask for. We have so much in common. We like to joke around. Be fun:)

We practicly do everything together. She is my little advise keeper lol. She gives good advise most the time. honest, Smart. She is pretty too. Short lol:) I am a giant compared to her.

She is the "Every boy wants her" Type. All my exes have dated her. It sucks cauz... I thought there was a rule where your best friend cant date your exes.

I trust her, just not with guys. She ever takes Jeremy away from me. I am sorry but I will have to kill her lol:) Any way she is dating Jeremys use to be best friend. got in a huge fight.

Bryan Joel Gray:)

this is a picture of my brother lol. We look nothing alike. Infact he is dark. I am blonde. Creamy skined. Freckles. Hazel, mostly green eyes. Bryan has brown hair, brown eyes. dark mocha skin. tall. Big feet lol. We are majorly oposites.

He is good in math. I am good in reading. He is funny, I am more... Shy and strict lol. I like to laugh. He is ferm. I mean we really dont even seem to be twins.

I love him tho. I mean we dont even act related. He is more mature at some times. I love to embarress him. Depantsing him at family dinners, telling his friends he wasnt potty trained till he was 9. I mean I love to embarress him. But I lov him.

He is the best brother I could ask for

Bryan, Jeff, and messed up life

Today my brother got up and gave me a hug. He left. I sat there and watched him walk out. It sucks being me. I hate when ppl walk out. Happens so many times. I guess it really doesnt hurt that much anymore. I am so use to it. I mean for along time I would lay in bed and cry. the pain was sooo... horrable. It hurt. But now when I cry, it doesnt hurt that bad.

Everyone asks my why I hate my dad. I never give an honest answer. I dont hate him for what he did. I forgave him for that. I hate him becuaz after that, everything changed. I was no longer a daddys little girl. Every girl wants to be daddys little girl. Then every summer when I went up there. things where never planned out. He was always so busy. I was always stuck cleaning his house. running arans. I mean why was i even going there. Then he had 2 wonderful kids. Jack and Gracie. That was the only reason I went there. Jeff started pushing church on me. Saying God would save everything.

He is the reason I dont like church. I refuse to go. When ppl talk about it. I get soo mad. I hate it. I wanted a family that would last. That was wat adoption was about. Instead I came from a druggy family, straight to a perverted, divorced, and remarried family. My life is messed up. The only good thing is meeting Jeremy.

I guess that is how my life was supose to be tho. Messed up. Confused. Alot of heart break. Its no fun. Mom says I try to hide stuff. Maybe I hide my real feelings, cauz I am afraid of letting everyone know the real me. Maybe nobody wouldl ike the real me. I am shy, but the only reason I am shy is becauz I want to find out wat everyone else is like. Also cauz I grew up hiding everything. Trying to make ppl love me. giving them everything they want, hoping that they will love me for me but knowing that is never gonna happen.

Everyone tries to figure me out. I am not something you can just figure out. I am a big puzzle with thousands of peices. It takes time to break me. I try to be strong. I break down, but I try not to let anyone see how weak I really am. If I did that. I would be gone.

Airplane,School, and relationships

Bryan left this smorning. I miss him really bad. I love my brother and I hate that he had to go to Indiana. I dont think he loves me. the brotherly sisterly Love has turned into hate... With a passion. He wont even say hi to me. Every now and then he will talk to me bout random things but I hate that he wants to move away. I dont know weather to fight to keep him with me, Considering he is the last blood relative I know, or just let him go and be on my own.

Its hard when you have nobody.School is gonna suck. I am so scared. I shouldnt be but it is so big. So many ppl. I mean how am I gonna find my classes? I have trouble making friends. My brother is my words. He is the funny and i am the... not so funny. I hate this. I wont have a cell phone so I wont be able to talk to any of my real friends. Jeremy is probably gonna leave me cauz I am gonna be so bussy with school I am not really gonna have time to talk to him. I hate the fact my parents moved me here.

Kindell likes her school. I bet she has millions of guys all over her. She is new and thats what every guy wants. The new and beautiful. I guess that is just her tho. I wonder if me and her will still be close... or if she will be 2 into her new friends. the only good thing about moving is my big room. green and black. Big... But alot of times i sit in it alone. Its my thinking spot. I hate when my siblings come and just walk in. My lock broke.

Jeremy is coming tomorrow. we are going shopping. Maybe we will find some really cute clothes. I can dress him up:) lol I want too lol. I wonder if he will let me. Like having my own barbie again lol. Exept he dresses himself. I pick the clothes lol. Like that is really gonna happen lol.

This year is gonna be tuff. Jeremy is gonna think we are drifting apart, when we really are not. Just school. No fon3. no friends. It is gonna be my hardest year. I actually found my true love, and I have to be so far away from him. I am gonna try to make this work. I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO MUCH. I just hope he really feels the same way.

Mom said that true love waits. If this year... We breakup and end up not talking or something... Well maybe we are not ment to be. Maybe he has someone prettier, perfect waiting for him. I hope that is not the case. I mean I know if me and him breakup. I am gonna be a walking dead doll. Literally. he is perfect for me. I need him, and he has always been the one for me. I will never leave him.

Mom said that i need to get my flirty face out. try to find a guy closer here. But seriously. Walking down the hall yesterday... All them boys were ugly. I mean so... imature. Not my type. I am lucky to have a sexy man, who loves me back. I dont need or want to look for another guy. Plus I made a promise. NO GUYS. Cant talk to them. I mean if he talks to me then I will talk back. not gonna be rude. But if he gets a little 2 friendly. I will get the bitch out. There will be some ass whopping. lol

These Days

Hey:) This is my first post so I might as well tell you a little about me. My name is Anne, Hey, Hi, How yall durrin?. I am a sophmore at Houston County High School. I moved about a month ago:( It sux! I had to not only move from my family, but also had to move from all my friends. The worstiest thing I had to leave behind was my man.

Jeremy Crews. He is my baby:) I have been dating him for 6 months and sooo proud cauz he is my longest relationship. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love him with all my heart:) I met him threw my friend, Mylin, on February 3rd:) He has treated me right, and has been there threw everything.

I have a twin brother who I love. Bryan Gray. I also have a half brother named Jack gray and a half sister who is Gracie. On my step dads side I have 2 brothers Gabe and Alex, A sister who is name is pipper. I have a big family it seems. I have a baby girl (Cat) her name is Sally. I got her in the mail box lol:) Then Joe who is our dog. He is shy and really doenst like Jeremy lol. I wonder why;) Braden is our pomaranian. He is sooo cute but a yapper lol. Breath stinks really bad.

Kindell is... Well was my best friend. Kinda going threw a friendship break up. She is going to her skool and I am moving to another skool. I have a feeling I wont talk to her anymore. I didnt really have any close friends in Douglas but I liked to hang out with ppl. I moved from a tiny room to a really big room. no tv, to a room with tv. A lap top and a stereo system! I got it made lol

I get to see Jeremy mostly every weekend. I love that but i have a feeling when skool starts that all will change. It is going to suck. We make the most of the time we are with each other, and I am glad we are still together. We have had a few hard times this month but we got over it.

We actually went to a lock in that was all night. That was the best thing ever! To see him all night. lol we both was a mess in the morning, but it was worth it. I am never bored with him. He always finds away to make me smile, and he listens to what I have to say. He is the bestiest<3